They both had us then write out a Manifestation of our Desires. Starting with something simple that we want in our life. It was so much harder than I thought. To not only write it out and let go of all the negatives and maybe's but in writing it down I then had to live up to it. The fear of failure arose and tried to envelope me. I wrote but did not truly believe it. I chose something safe, that I didn't have to hold myself to. No Big Deal. And then they asked if anyone wanted to read theirs aloud. So someone volunteered. And then another. And I began to hear these people exposing their deepest desires to complete strangers and it shamed me. Here were people talking about being worthy of success, and love and happiness, and health and I was to afraid to put even one thing down on paper. My pattern, how easily I fell back into it. I closed my eyes, and tried to really feel what my desire was. They asked us to not only see it, but taste it, and feel it, and smell it. So I re-wrote it. It took several times to get it right. My pattern of adding the maybe's and negatives took time to let go, but I did it. And I truly believe it. I never shared it with my group that week but I am going to share it with you because part of the magic of manifesting your desires is in sharing it. Putting it out in the universe, and allowing the abundance frequency to pick it up. Here goes:
I am a successful wife, mother, and business owner. I am confident in my knowledge and reach millions of people with love, passion, and devotion. I am clear in who I am and enjoy changing, shifting, and evolving. My success, finacially as a business owner, as a mother, and a wife works in cooperation with my husbands success as a business owner, father, and husband. We grow together in love and are a effortless and open unit. Our financial success allows us to support the people and organizations close to our hearts. I am a successful wife, mother, and business owner. I am amazing, I am happy, I am whole.